我真的累了。这算是个家吗？
我感觉不到任何温暖，除了吵闹声还有什么？
有时候我真的很讨厌你！为什么你是这样的人？
你除了在乎你的钱之外，你还会在乎什么？
好像离开这个所谓“家”。。。因为我可能会比较快乐

 got back my sem exam results!
seriously, i didnt know until stanwin asked me in the morning about whether a D ia a pass or fail...
and because i was too engrossed in thinking about my results, i burnt my fingers
it hurts at the beginning and now i have blisters...after applying cream, i felt better
anyway, the tp website loads sooooooo long...and plus im the kind of impatient person...
but after trying for 3 times, i finally got it! and i was really happy
BC-B+ (surprisingly...)
OC-B (haix...)
PIPC-B+ (not bad)
HAP-A(whoots!)
maths-A(yeah, babe!)
APEL-pass
overall, im very pleased with my results cuz my gpa: 3.56! whoo hoo!
hah! no sup papers!

a boring sunday...
today mdm wanted to train me for bar so that i can help out in the bar sometimes.
this coming thursday, bella and sandy will not be around...so it will be up to me to make drinks and desserts!
my bar skills are not very good and not very bad...
half half i would say
but today bella taught me lots of things and there were so many things to remember.
hopefully, i wont forget them...
i must tell myself to have faith in myself and i can do it!
i hate staying st home on sundays. its like waiting to get shoot by my dad.
i understand him too well...i knew what he would say and blah blah blah
i should not have go home so early today...i would rather loiter around ehub or stay at nyny to wait for danielle and the rest or something. just not stay at home and get nag or 'attack' by my dad
he is jut so annoying, unreasonable and irritating at times...
spoils my mood for the day
just like this morning, i wake up happily and he has to spoil my mood...i was like what the hell did i do wrong?
i think in conclusion, I HATE SUNDAYS! oh well....